He holds you in His HANDS!

The Lord is waiting with open hands to catch you.

Break loose of the prison chains and trust the Father to be God!

Many times we make so many excuses but all we have to do is fall into the hands of the Lord.

His hands are big enough to hold the whole world so what are our issues to him. He is bigger than the situation. He is bigger than that relationship. He is bigger than the hurt. He is bigger than that drug addiction. He is bigger than the parents that do not care. He is GOD! FALL into His HANDS.

Say Something!

We traveled to Virginia Beach for Throne Zone 2009. We had been saying Throne Zone or Bust for two weeks! Well the experience was mind blowing.

Thursday Night- The message was by Dr. Joseph Garlington.

Open Your Mouth and say something!

Remember your comprehension is not a prerequisite to your cooperation. You don’t have to understand the way God moves just place yourself on the position to experience the move of God. Cooperate with the Father by simply speak to the situation and decree what you want to happen. When we are worshipping God we must learn how to open our mouths and speak.

A WOW Moment- Have you ever thought about how the mind works. The left side of the brain is very logical. Left side of brain tends to go on facts. It hinders you from looking beyond the natural facts. But you right side of the brain has the capacity to overturn the left side of the brain. The right side is your creative side. You can sing yourself into freedom. You can overcome by simply opening your mouth and placing a decree into a song and you mind automatically begins to change towards the positive vs. what your logic is telling you.

God is waiting for you just give Him something to work with. He is waiting for you open your mouth up and decree what you need done. When you decree something you are saying something and God is agreeing with what you say.

To decree means to settle an issue without any doubt about it. IT’S TIME TO SAY SOMETHING!

Breaking out of PRISON

The worst prison that you can be in is the one in your own mind. Many of you may have different “Personal Prisons”. I am here to tell you that your freedom is here! The word of God says that we overcome by the word of our testimony. I share a personal testimony to the ladies dealing with rejection-

On Saturday January 31 I turned 27 years old. On a day that I should have been just excited about a new year, I was hit with a harsh reality. The reality is “what will the next years really be like if you are not free in your own mind.”

My prison is REJECTION! I began my day with acts of Love. I went and passed out gloves, scarves, and a “love note” from Heaven to the homeless community. That should of pushed me to be more grateful. I then went and prayed with a young girl from the church that has a decease that can kill her. I should have been even more grateful.

After all that by 6:00pm on my birthday I felt a huge weight of disappointment. It was not because of gifts- I actually got what I wanted. I was frustrated, I was hurt, I was feeling like what happen to nice cards with a love note from the "hubby". I wanted to spend personal time with my future "hubby". I wanted my parents to call me earlier. I wanted to be worshipped on that day. Let's be honest our minds have been trained that on my birthday people should give ME, tell ME, spend time with ME, give ME a gift this way, Wrap MY gift this way. Spend money on ME this way. We take the year that God has blessed us with and make it as if it's all about us instead of being about the creator who created us.

I found myself feeling rejected and the weight of being unthankful was weighing me down. It was a lot going on. I began to express to the Father. It’s not about the gift. It’s about I wanted a genuine hug. I wanted a genuine phone call to say I am happy you are in my life. I wanted at least a card to say the same. I began to beat myself up about being ungrateful. I began to say you don’t deserve anyone to go out of their way to say they love you.

In reality I was locking myself into a prison. I began to try to protect myself from the hurt and fear. It was a harsh reality that God’s gift of life seemed belittled by a man’s lack of words. I was placing people's love in the place that God’s love and peace should have been in.

For my birthday God was trying to give me a gift of FREEDOM by way of due process. He allowed me to see how selfish I am. Many people may not think I was expecting to much but for what God is doing in my life I cannot allow myself to place so high expectations on man that I forget that Jesus Christ is my best friend, my first husband, my mother and my father!

God did not want me to focus on the what did not take place that day. He wanted me to focus on the source of my strength, the breathe in my body, the fact that I am not in the hospital dying, the fact that I am not that homeless person needing gloves and blankets. I missed that because I locked myself into a prison called REJECTION!

By Monday it hit the surface. God spoke clearly to me in my prayer time. I have blessed you with 27 years and you will give me the next 27 days. He said I will bring you into 2- agreement with me and I will 7-complete the process I started in you in November. (that is my journey into the unknown but trusting the Father every step of the way)

Many times it’s easy to blame the depression and oppression and the feeling of being rejected on the people around us. It’s easy to say my spouse did this or that. It’s easy to say that my children do not do this or that. It’s easy to say that my parents did this to me or that. That is real easy to say, but God is saying do HARD THINGS! I wasted a whole day being concerned about why did FLESH not do something for me. It was God that gave me life 27 years ago. It is God that is keeping me together.

If you deal with rejection realize that prison you place yourself in shuts God out. You have to activate the power of God’s love in your life. If you be honest not thing is ever good enough for you because all you see is the prison walls and bars.

I’m coming out and I want the world to know! Rejection will never ruin another day for me! God processes us through different things so that we can see the need of HIS hand. We have to be completely dependent on the love of God and his word concerning us.

GUTS is not being afraid to expose your weaknesses so that others may see the hand of God. When you allow any prison to lock you up in your mind, you find yourself forgetting about God. You find yourself relying on man and not seeing the power of God. Refuse to be in any bondage in your mind. Believe the word of God and nothing can stop you. Don’t allow anything to still your worship and praise. Break out of depression and oppression. Allow God to be your first lover! Be determined to bring down that wall that keeps popping up in your mind. BE FREE TO BE YOU!

Advancing the Kingdom through His PERFECT LOVE!

The vision is coming together! It has been 7 months since God gave me the vision for GUTS. After much prayer and not despising the small beginnings, I am writing the vision and making it plain.

I would like for everyone to be in prayer as I step out and take GUTS to the high schools and the local community. I am apart of KAEC dream team and the vision for the ministry is "Advancing the Kingdom of God through acts of His perfect love."

As I pondered on the vision I thought how can the ministry that God placed in my belly advance the Kingdom through HIS perfect love. I thought how many young girls need to know that life does not end because they are pregnant? How many young girls need to know that they have a option outside of abortion? How many young girls and guys need to know that God loves them and that love is not found in SEX outside of marriage!

My plan is to team up with Life Care Pregnancy Center (http://www.lifecarenc.org/) and reach out to the young girls and guys about the Sanctity of Human Life and Marriage. WE are in a season of CHANGE! Everyone is counting on change to come from a president. I am counting on change to come from the Father. The world is facing a change in the value we place on human life, and value of marriage and family! GUTS calls the youth to take a stand and say "CHANGE is going to come when we walk in the WORD OF GOD!"

So Today is the beginning of a new things for GUTS! I am excited about 2009... "My tunnel experience is beginning and I know there is LIGHT at the END!" I have a lot going on because God has trusted me to be light and salt in this generation. As I prepare for sooooooooo much to take place in 2009. God is calling me to no longer bury my gifts and talents in the sand and just hope for a return. It's time to step out and see what the end will be.

I am sending out a call for the generation to walk in FEARLESS LOVE! FEARLESS LOVE can only come through the Perfect Love of Jesus!

Talk with you later. Check out my future "Hubby" site to learn more about the awesome vision God has given Him. (http://www.ianbwalker.com/)

Will You Be Able To Take A Stand?

You guys this is right here in AMERICA! Not a 3rd world country but right here in the land that was built on the word of God. What happens when we forsake our first love? Lord have mercy on AMERICA!

“Faith moves mountains but the presence of God melts them”

My letter to the Father…….

Hey Daddy…… I am writing to have a heart to heart. It’s funny because you have a way of getting my full attention. The reality is that as long as I keep trying to do it my way I will keep hitting the brick wall.

The Father’s response…. “Yes I told you ….. – Trust in me with all your heart and lean not on your on understanding"- Ps. 3:5.

Well that is why I writing. I can not go on until I hear from you.

It’s funny because I remember you telling me that you will not put more on me than I can bear. Well you must trust me A LOT!

The Father’s response….. “Too much is given must is required. Do not become nearsighted and blind by looking at your current situation."

How have I become near sighted and blind?

The Father’s response…… “Read 2 Peter 1”

So are you telling me that I must make a effort to add to my FAITH goodness, and to GOODNESS, knowledge, and to KNOWLEDGE, self-control; and SELF-CONTROL, perseverance; and to PERSEVERANCE, godliness; and to GODLINESS, mutual affection; and to MUTUAL AFFECTION, LOVE!

Okay I get it. If I do not do the above, I will be nearsighted and blind. Worst yet I am rejecting your grace and forgetting that you have already cleansed me of my past sins.

The Father response….. “It is the sins in your life that I have already forgiven you for but you keep revisiting them. I am trying to melt the mountains in your life and you keep just telling to them to move. You can tell the mountain to move and they just move back or to the side and you still see them. It is in my presence that I will destroy the mountains in your life.”

God I need your presence to melt the mountain called fear, this mountain called rejection, this mountain called disappointment, this mountain called hurt.

Daddy I have to grab hold of your Goodness. I have to grab hold to the Knowledge of your word. I have to activate self-control and not allow my emotions to get the best of me. I have to persevere under this PRESSURE! DADDY, HELP ME! I have to have Godly character and mutual affection. I must embrace your love and walk in it. I need these mountains to MELT!

The Father’s response…. “You have to get in my presence.”

I have to stay in your presence in order for the mountain to melt? Daddy I need your presence to be so thick in my life that it melts all the mountains of despair, hurt, fear, and internal oppression. I want every mountain to begin to dissipate and eventually be completely overwhelmed.

As the mountains are overwhelmed by your presence I will have that joy I am longing for.

The Father's response.... Psalms 16:11 states that in my presence is fullness of joy. That joy is your strength to press, push and pursue.

So daddy it’s me again standing in need. I can not look at anyone else. I need you father and this my letter you.

“Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, “This is the way; walk in it.” Isaiah 30:21

Stepping into the unknown can sometimes be overwhelming. But the word can not lie. No matter where you find yourself right now the Lord is with you. The word of God tells us that the steps of the righteous are order by God. Life is full of dark tunnels. At times we look inside the tunnel and say I will not enter that one because of fear. That is when you step back and begin to ask God to order your steps. You have to place your trust in God. It is the Holy Spirit that whispers to you “This is the way; walk in it.”

I keep reminding myself that there is a PROCESS for everything. When ever God makes a promise he will always process you before he is able to give you the PAYOFF!

Sometimes your process may be just like entering a dark tunnel. You know that there is a beginning but you don’t always know where the end is. Will you enter the tunnel to DESTINY and trust God to show you the way?

For those like me that feel like you are in a dark tunnel and all you can do is trust GOD…. This is my prayer…….

Lord I will enter the tunnel and place all my trust in you. I do not know what the end will be but I know that your word says ALL things work together for the good of those that love you. Lord I love you. I receive your mercy on today and I praise you for your grace. Lord when I find myself wanting to give up, I will wait patiently on you. Lord please turn to me and hear my cry! GOD you are my savior. You have already proven yourself to me. You have already done so much for me. You looked beyond my sins and still loved me just the same. You are God ALONE. You have lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire. It was you Lord that set my feet on a rock. Thank you for the new song in my mouth. I place my trust in you Lord. NONE can compare to you Lord. Lord let your word be a light unto my path. I embrace to PROCESS and I will hold on to see what the END WILL BE!